peach cupcakes & a drunk polaroid

thursday.  10:15 AM.  80 degrees.  the walk this morning wasn't early enough - sweating at 8:30 when just taking a leisurely stroll is pretty ridiculous.  will try for an earlier walk tomorrow...  peach cupcakes on the menu this weekend.  the recipe calls for small chunks of peaches, but I'm almost thinking I'll just use the juice... the word chunk just never sounds very appealing to me... unless it is a chocolate chunk.
Here's the link for the cupcake recipe:  Peach Cupcakes with Brown Sugar Frosting

josh's whiskey of choice - i just like how the glass reflected on the table.

a fresh beginning at the ending of may

new post. new day. off from work. time to play!

a stroll through the dog park at 10 AM yesterday & it is already reaching the mid - 80s.  hello summer.  hello sweat.

{changing up the ole' blog once again.  please excuse past posts while I rearrange and tidy up settings}

Polaroid SX-70 - PX70 Colorshade - Expired Edition

hiding in shadows, playing with light

craving solitude & creativity today.

Polaroid SX-70 - PX 680 Colorshade without filter

 

Polaroid SX-70 - PX70 Colorshade, Expired Ed.

and the red birds flew away

death. 

to be next to someone you love.  

someone you have cherished.

to watch their last breath.

it's hard.

i'm blessed.

i was with him.

the whole family was.

a room.

pulsing with life.

cloaked in sadness.

the room was filled with light.

two red birds perched nearby.

waiting.

prayers.  tears.  light.

and one last breath.

his pulse slowed.

there was no more breath.

yet still there was light.

and the red birds still waited.

slowly.

everything was bright.

the room was quiet.

his pulse stopped.

and the red birds flew away.

***

quiet.   moments.  light.  darkness.  heartache.  tears.  reflecting me.

Polaroid:  SX-70, px70 colorshade, expired edition

you'll be missed dear papa.